First of all, thanks everyone for the supportive comments on the previous entry. It helps a lot.
That said, things aren't looking so good. My temperature was down to the coverline this morning. For those of you who haven't been obsessivly charting for the past year+, that is not a good sign. In fact, my temperature was at it highest on the day of my last entry, which was 8DPO (days post ovulation). This is a pattern I've seen a lot. It leads me to believe that the problem is I'm not producing enough progesterone, a theory that was seconded by my primary doctor, but my test results supposedly indicated enough progesterone. I'm not sure I believe that. Sigh.
Of course its not over until I see blood and lots of it. It could still work out. It was a good cycle, with a nice clear ovulation and good timing on our parts. There was the whole Clomid headache again, but that's a small price to pay for a better shot at a baby.
One of these days I will have my own anecdotes to contribute to the breast feeding rants, its just looks like 36 weeks from not is not likely.