It’s the insomnia that is really bugging me. I had some last time around. Back then I would wake up around 3:30 in the morning and not be able to get back to sleep until 5:00. That was slightly irritating, but it wasn’t a big deal and mostly I dealt with it by logging into World of Warcraft and gathering herbs. This time around I’m not playing Warcrack anymore, and the insomnia is much, much worse. Last night I could not get to sleep at all until after 5 am, and while it was the worst night so far it wasn’t that much worse than ordinary for the past week. I do not like where the trend is going. There is a huge difference between being up for 90 minutes in the middle of the night and just not being able to sleep at all until nearly 6 hours after you originally went to bed. It’s not that I’m not sleepy either. I do feel sleepy, I just can’t sleep. I’m not sure I can last another nine weeks +/- 2, but I don’t have much choice given that the baby needs to finish developing before he comes out.
I remind myself that there will be a baby at the end of this, and if he is even a tenth as sweet and wonderful as Margaret is it will all be worth it. It's just that I'd like to sleep more than two hours a night between now and February 4th, or whenever they boy decides to come out.